Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Momma, what do you think?



That's me, a Momma what do you think kind of girl.
always has been and probably always will be.

"Momma what do you think? Is this a pretty dress?"

Momma what do you think, am i doing the right thing?"

Momma, what do you think is he the right one?"

Momma i need to be admitted, what do you think?"

I don't think anything will ever change that relationship and I'm perfectly fine with that.

When i was younger; I'm sure many of my CF Mommy's can relate to this...she was the one who noticed the things i didn't...the increase in cough the lack of appetite and the overall not being my "normal" self. See, i was to busy being young playing with friends involved in school...my job was to be the kid and she got the burden of watching my disease slowly take over.
And its a hard transition from childhood to young adult to adult. but including the ones who love me the most is the easiest thing.

Then at some point i would break down and say "momma i don't feel good what do you think?"

After 23 years i still find myself asking that question.

It has been a difficult transition in some ways...sometimes i know whats right but i know doing the right thing is an inconvenience. so back to momma advice i go. She keeps me grounded. but don't worry she lets my feet leave this earth for a little...encourages me to be normal and enjoy my life

Asking for her opinions and thoughts and the thoughts of the ones i love isn't a sign of weakness in my opinion i think its a smart decision to include the ones i love in on my life my health and my happiness. There are some health care providers who find this a sign of weakness but really is it weak or is it truly brilliant?

You tell me.

How do you handle the transition? and if you already have, how did it work for you?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Knock Knock

Knock Knock!

Who’s There?

Isabel.

Isabel Who?

Isabel broken? I had to knock

Leave me a comment, Who are you and what do you want to know about me?

Monday, July 19, 2010

A war is going on

Apparently we have a gang problem...there seems to be a power struggle between good and bad mucoids in the neighborhood (meaning in my lungs) It recently has been brought to my attention I have three different mucoids living in my beloved lungs. Now two of the three are classified as "bad" leaving the single mucoid as "good." Now my extensive knowledge about gangs leads me to believe shortly we will experience a power struggle trying to get the good mucoid to cross over and join the "bad" gang. That's bad news for me, see these bad mucoids are bad mammajamas and they don't respond to antibiotics very well. This would leave me in bad shape but these gangs clearly have no concern for my well being so if they want a war a war is what they will get but let me assure you I'm not going down without a fight.
 

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