weakness

Some days life is a blur...I can get into the mindset that you never existed and what we had was a dream. You were just a thought I had in my mind so I'm not missing someone and a love I thought was real and forever. Then somedays it takes everything I have not to text you and tell you I miss you. I miss you. I hate that when I think of you the first emotion is missing you life was so easier when it was hate. Hate was a simple emotion compared to missing you hate had no rhyme or reason it was just hate but to miss you brings thoughts and memories I really thought when you said forever you meant it...my mistake for believing you.

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