the bloody nose from hell

Well that was awesome just when I'm about ready to drift of to dream land BAM a monster of a bloody nose attacks me...I didn't realize it until I felt warm something dripping off onto my favorite pillow case that my aunt gave me with cupcakes on it and if that's not bad enough as I'm reaching to grab a tissue blood attacks my sheets. Not any sheerts my hello Kitty sheets. Take anything but Hello Kitty! Damn you bloody nose you take what means the most to me...I hate you. Looks like new hello kitty sheets just went to the top of my wish list for Santa.

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mom and dad

You always hold me close when I'm scared. You make me laugh when I could easily break down and cry. I see my pain in your eyes. every scare on my body is a battle wound just a reminder of the disease we fight. With every punch cf takes at me it leaves a bruise on your heart a small reminder of this damn thing I live with every day. I don't know what it's like to sit by and watch helplessly while you're baby fights for every breath...I see the strength in your eyes and the pain that cuts right to you're heart. Together we fight. Every breath I take I fight for us. I love my family.

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weakness

Some days life is a blur...I can get into the mindset that you never existed and what we had was a dream. You were just a thought I had in my mind so I'm not missing someone and a love I thought was real and forever. Then somedays it takes everything I have not to text you and tell you I miss you. I miss you. I hate that when I think of you the first emotion is missing you life was so easier when it was hate. Hate was a simple emotion compared to missing you hate had no rhyme or reason it was just hate but to miss you brings thoughts and memories I really thought when you said forever you meant it...my mistake for believing you.

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