little girl...big disease

Sometimes I lie so much I forget the truth. It scares me at how talented I'm becoming at tricking everyone to believe I'm okay. My doctor said its normal with the progression of my Cf to have good and bad days but lately its just bad days and even worse days. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy like cutting my bangs...wtf. Certain days I feel like I'm loosing myself to this disease not only physically but mentally too. Its easy to get overwhelmed with this disease I'm just a little girl with a huge disease that demands alot of my attention...its easy for people looking in to not understand what it's like but truthfully I'd never ask anyone to spend a day being me all I ask for is compassion and to understand the things they can't see...and maybe a hug...you can never have to many of those

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