update

it seems like most my time is spent on 2 west, I had my longest stretch without ivs(almost 4 months) and it was nice to be home and get in a normal pattern, but it never lasts long and I found myself back on 2 west after Christmas. Im just glad this year I made it through Christmas at home. Now im back into hospital life and finding it hard to adjust, I just wish i wasn't stuck between 2 worlds..hospital and real world. So far this stay has been one of the easiest medicine wise but hard emotionally. I wasn't mentally prepared to be admitted so quickly and miss my family holiday party, but health comes first. I hope whoever reads this nonsense has a happy and healthy 2019