22 days till two become one.
What an amazing thing to have coming up! I never thought I'd experience it and as I'm picking out music for my entrance or for the cake cutting I can't help but to stop and breathe it all In. It's real. This is really happening to me and I'm going to live to see a monumental moment and I was always told it wouldn't happen.
I'm fighting to make this a healthy time in my life just for this moment but I'm starting to realize I can't control the outcome of certain things. They are just bigger then me. I'm going into my 3rd week on iv antibiotics and as much as I want to feel amazing and normal I don't think my body has that ability anymore. So I'm coming to terms with I'm doing all I can and I have to accept the fact I can only control so much. The rest is beyond me.
In 22 days ill stand next to two of the most important men in my life. To one I'm his little girl his pride and joy and to the other I'm his future and his love The beginning of our family starts that day but the love of our families will surround us in ever way it will guide us when things get hard and comfort us when we are challenged by the new life we are trying to build.
But though it all love will prevail