Thursday, August 5, 2010

Should i stay, or should i go?

A song by the Clash.
Im sure you know the song.

Well i stayed and he left.
Matthew left.
Im not sure if he "walked" away is a good way of describing it.
He walked away and never looked back and honestly i never grabbed for his arm
begging him to stay. Maybe thats what he wanted from me. who know's.

but ill tell you the things i do know
1. surprisingly we were both very mature
2. he asked for his ring back and i did in fact give it back
3. Im fine, i had about 2 hours of cryng
4. I do in some ways miss him
5. I didnt push him away he left willingly
6. It probably was for the best

So im officially a single lady (do you know that song?)
and its kinda weird for me but im trying to embrace it as much as i can
I have amazing friends and family who have been texting me or calling just to
make sure i'm fine.

So there is no wedding in sight for me. Poor Momma she is going to miss being on weddingbee...her ultimate favorite blog...other then mine of course.

so its tonight i inform you all of my life changing love altering news.
If anything changes ill keep you up to date.

3 comments:

brandy_rubio said...

I love you Bestie Jess!
Brandy

Katey said...

Sorry to hear this. Glad you are ok with it and thing it was for the best. Nothing wrong with being a single lady :) Praying that you will find peace with the situation and I know that Mr. Right is out there for you!

Rebecca said...

This sounds heartbreaking Jess, I am so sorry. I hope you are still doing ok. Why would he ever ask for his ring back?! like Katey said I am glad you are, "ok," with it.

 

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